« on: October 11, 2013, 07:41:20 PM »
So I've had an interesting last month or so (well not really but maybe inside my head) and I figured I'd give the ol TZT something to laugh at/discuss.
Do you find that as you get older and you 'progress' on the path to societal expectations (e.g. I get a good job, married 2 kids etc) that it doesn't actually bring you extra happiness or in fact it's the reverse?
Ok like I just sometimes look at my life and compare it to a few years ago. Back then I really only had part time shit jobs but I was at uni, I had plenty of people (if not friends) around and was pretty happy with how shit was going. I know it's pretty usual to enjoy uni/college/school WOO as like the best times of your life but I digress.
But now years later I am like doing "better" in the eyes of society; I have a long-term relationship, a mortgage, I got a good job (well starting next year but w/e) etc etc but I find myself actually more unhappy than I was before...
Like recently a few of my closer friends have moved away (life, career etc) and between weddings/kids etc it's just harder to find time to do shit or actually do shit that doesn't make me think I'm fucking 45 years old.
Like right now I'm 27 but the idea of having a wife and kids is like the last possible thing ever. Am I just being retarded that i'd be much happier having the odd weekend where I get tanked w/ some mates and do FUN shit instead of being an old man and having to be in bed by 10pm..
I dunno if any of this makes any sense but I needed TZT TO VENT OK FUCK.
Also it's funny I've had like 3 nights in a row this week where I've been dreaming about being back on old holidays/trips etc.. I think I'm in a rut.
Please don't be rude to me TZT.