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General Disconation / can we introduce quotas for women
« on: November 27, 2014, 01:08:33 PM »
can we get some? not to disparage the ones we have or anything.

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Spamalot / not to mention that i am posting
« on: November 26, 2014, 11:47:41 PM »
while medding in EverQuest grouped with Mern, and Harper.

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Spamalot / I will win
« on: November 26, 2014, 11:46:27 PM »
because I wasn't trying to make into the top 10 of thread creation, plus my postcount to postmaking ratio is impeccable.

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General Disconation / Post for Ssalam
« on: November 26, 2014, 06:15:27 PM »
who mostly posts from work. Spamalot is my home, as I am a knight. But I shall come post among the commoners so you can peruse something new from work. So what is there interesting to talk about? How about this, the bible reads so much better when you don't believe in God. What a document, such a very human document.

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Spamalot / This sums up how I feel posting sometimes
« on: November 25, 2014, 07:36:58 PM »
The beginning scene right until the cannon ball shot.


http://www.adultswim.com/videos/the-drinky-crow-show/god-of-monkeys/

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Spamalot / dear skars
« on: November 25, 2014, 06:28:04 PM »
go fuck yourself  :angel:

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Spamalot / ned post
« on: November 25, 2014, 06:27:39 PM »
ned to mak post

usurp throne

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Spamalot / Definitions
« on: November 25, 2014, 04:23:34 PM »
I gave some in another thread, just kind of off the cuff definitions of what I mean when I write about God for instance. I hope by now you know that I don't believe in God as true believers do. I guess more than anything else I can appreciate the kind of power true believers have, because they believe together. God is as real as they make him, but that is not the point of this post. I have many definitions for God and I almost never want to explain them, you should know by context which one I refer to. Ellam Yua

I feel like I have this entire world and philosophy worked out in my head.

I have also come to appreciate this particular style of writing, the post.

You are my audience, my target is humanity but what better place for a divine peer review. A collection of fucking i don't know know upper middle class whites of varying middle age and what a bunch of fucking disgusting plebeians most of you are. Whatever kind of arrogance I can muster, it is always tempered by the fact that I am nothing without you, my fellow humans.

So, I don't know how to begin because perhaps you don't know who I am despite all that we share.

Maybe there?

Do you know me TZT and is it important? I know you, perhaps better than some of you know yourselves. I say that with complete confidence because I am aware of myself at least a little bit.  I know my shortcomings as I know yours.

Anyhow, I'm sure you have noticed my fondness for the word anyhow. I'm afraid it is a necessity for me so ANYHOW

on with the story


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General Disconation / Waiting on my wife
« on: November 24, 2014, 08:58:38 PM »
to get off work, what do TZT?

Do I relax and play some EverQuest tonight? I'm thinking it is high time for some good old comfort gaming.

I have stuff I could be doing, but idk how productive I will be in my current mood. Do you guys indulge your moods?

current mood: LFG

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Spamalot / posting is an art
« on: November 23, 2014, 09:01:22 PM »
title: Embracing Your Inner God
medium: post

I have been thinking about the nature of posting, particularly posting as a medium. Tallon Zek is my audience, posting is my medium.

A triumph of style, really.

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Spamalot / You gentlemen know I am going to claim the title
« on: November 23, 2014, 03:06:20 PM »
Of most threads created eventually. I am a randian posting hero.

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General Disconation / When a boy writes off the world
« on: November 23, 2014, 02:42:18 PM »
it's done in sloppy misspelled words.

Non-Prophets - The Cure


multimedia art, done in the posting style.


Sometimes I feel like I'm searching for a cure. Can you hear me love?

Do you guys feel like death and killing is masculine? I don't mean that in the dumb sense of killing is manly. I mean that is death masculine? birth feels feminine for obvious reasons.

Melancholy beginnings to this fine Sunday. I introduced my brother to this music, he loved it.

Did you know two of my other brothers played EverQuest? Idaru of course many of you know, and Nevur Faded a bard.

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Spamalot / Part 1
« on: November 22, 2014, 01:36:21 PM »
This is the part where we ask

To What End

The peculiar capitalization is only to indicate just how important the question is.

To what end? This is the question before us.

To What End?

I don't actually have a good answer to this one, to stabilize the universe? To ensure this Question floats across computer screens for eternity?

Is an end different than a purpose?

Purpose is a funny thing, you see its a human construct. Like all human constructs though it has power.

All human constructs have potential and power. They are however predicated on our existence. So to some degree God and the Constitution (or perhaps we should speak of the great mediocre beast it created) they are all as dependent on food and water as we are. So again, I ask To What End?

Will you give me some hippy bullshit about making life better for everyone? I got news for you, I care about TZT only because I know you cocksuckers not because I have some great love for individual  humanity. Which I already feel the need to clarify because I love humans dearly, how could I not?

I don't even know if I get a choice, I am alive and that feels to me like a choice. Isn't it weird that I think about death so much, I have seen and experienced so much of in my life but why does it just now feel like a choice? Am I really alive now? Digressions seem to be a specialty of ours but perhaps for the first part I should endeavor to explain the end, unless one of you hail and hearty fellows has a different end in mind. 

Do not fret pals, the beginnings are merely a time to ensure that the plan moving forward is without as much flaw as possible. Can a philosophy maintain its integrity from culture to culture? I believe it can, I have to otherwise I am not Yup'ik. I lack the most important characteristic of a Yup'ik, I cannot speak the language.


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General Disconation / alluding to allusions
« on: November 19, 2014, 02:06:54 PM »
Is Russell Brand doing it? How about The Ill Mind of Hopsin?

Will electing Elizabeth Warren do what we hoped Obama has not?

I don't think a black man could do it, at least not now. It is of course not that black people are incapable, it is America herself that is fighting this current. I was reading this great book of quotes and one talked about just letting go and floating in that current.

Do you know what current I speak of?

It is just off the coast,  we are pretty sure we know where it goes. We are going.

Of course I am also alluding of the ever present molotov. I only say ever present because for some of you I know it is always an option and that is good. It is always an option.

Do not throw them in the current! This conversation is a "yes, and" as opposed to the "yes, but". (watch this if you don't know what I refer to)

The problem is every time I sit down to write this post I stop, I'll probably hit enter this time. The question before us is not how we foment revolution, that is the easy part.

The most effective molotovs are ideas. The real question is if we succeed what is it exactly do we want? (please be assured, molotovs will be thrown because I am not sure we can stop it)

I know what I want, or at least an approximation.

So I'm going to butcher this story but its a good one and I hope that this does a better job of kicking off some ideas within TZT, if I am going to waste my time here (and it looks like I am) then I should perhaps enlist y'all. As Tobin says The Gifts of the Almighty are weighed and parceled out in a scale peculiar to himself. That being the case, I have a fair amount of the kinds of gifts that God bestows upon men. I am a charming motherfucker and I happen to have lots of life experience, I am well educated, my brain work good and I am apparently crazy enough that I can't get these thoughts out of my head. But I cannot go it alone, I don't have all the gifts.

A world is supported by four things ... the learning of the wise, the justice of the great, the prayers of the righteous and the valor of the brave. But all of these are as nothing ... without a ruler who knows the art of ruling. Make that the science of your tradition! O h reverend mother!

I can
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of it

The science of my tradition, there is a science to it. You think we lived here without learning the lessons of God ? We know them too well.

Does the prophet see the future or does he see a line of weakness, a fault or cleavage that he may shatter with words or decisions as a diamond-cutter shatters his gem with a blow of a knife? My Princess I know precisely what you mean.

Minor prophets can see the future, we can all engage in minor prophecy. Given enough information we can tell you what is likely to happen. I am no minor prophet pals,

the Major Prophet what does he see? A possibility. The Major Prophet wills.

So the Story:

Among the people of the Pacific Islands were navigators. Men who could read the weather, read the ocean and read the currents. Many of them died out with colonization and the aftereffect, navigation became somewhat of a lost art. They resurrected these traditions. An elder from Tahiti was teaching this art, to a young man. He taught him everything, and they planned a long trip to Tahiti from Hawai'i. Tahiti being an island this untested navigator had never seen.

The navigator is an important position on the open ocean, this is the man who decides the directions, what currents to follow and where. If the navigator fails, then all is lost. Many boats have been lost to history this way, all across the world.

The teacher asks the apprentice to go over the route. Asks him to explain how to get to Tahiti. The apprentice obliges, displaying his mastery of reading the skies, and reading the water. Tells him in great detail how he is going to reach his destination. At the end of his story the master tells him "OK good, can you see the island?"

The apprentice knew this was an important question, but he did not know why. He did not want to disappoint his teacher but he also did not want to lie.

"No I cannot"

At this answer the master replied it was good enough for that day. For a time after this the master started asking him to recite his star chart or whatever its called, and explain to him again how to get there. He of course obliged, but knew the question was coming and knew he still didn't have the answer to it.

"but do you see the island?"

He did not, he began to question whether his teacher believed he was capable of leading his crew on this journey. He began to question himself, he became unsure of his knowledge and began questioning whether he was good enough to lead them on this voyage. Still he kept on, and kept showing up and his teacher would periodically make him go over the route and ask the same question. But it was eating away at him.

One day going over the route with his master, he could see the island in his minds eye. He could see the destination, he told his master as much.

The master said

"This is good, on your journey it will not go perfectly. Some nights you cannot see the stars, you may encounter storms and weather. You will be blown off course, you will lose hope. If you forget your destination all is lost, always hold it in your heart and know that you will reach it."

I can see the island that is my destination, I hold it in my heart. Remember the great ship I alluded to in my poem on leadership? Of course that is us, humanity the great ship.

To captain this ship will tear you apart, if you attempt to turn the rudder your handle will be smashed to bits and your bones will be crushed. It can be piloted, sometimes the course corrections happen after you die.

Anyhow too much typing, I'm just gonna eat some breakfast. I did butcher that story a bit but I hope the gist reached you, I am still working out the poetry of all this.
 

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Spamalot / I have a confession
« on: November 14, 2014, 04:26:52 PM »
I'm a little bit in love, in a really sad way with white people. Particularly the old white ones, the Republicans and such. I don't think that I hate any of them, which isn't to say that I would not wage war against them. Man I can't hate them, I just don't. I also don't hate Democrats, but since its their company I keep I probably actually hate them a little bit more than the Republicans. I feel like I have a good understanding of where most Republicans stand, and you get comfortable with the hostility but it does not permit you to be friends in a sense.

This fucking playlist lmao

Radiohead - Creep


Got me thinking about wars, and fighting and the young kids who are just kids who listened to dumb music like this. I almost wish America fought wars just for some deluded sense of justice. I think we could reconcile that if we had the latitude. I bet some of you would go fight in a war if we had good reasons. There are good reasons to fight, but there are also much better ways of going about getting your way if it can be helped.

I would go still, if it I really believed it meant a better future. Anyhow so all this nervous energy of white folks, I had some inklings earlier. I know one of them was the idea that the bureaucracy is probably a lot more stable than our political system. Even as our government goes through these fluctuations the bureaucracy is composed of less politically motivated people, yes certainly the heads of these organizations can change and like the idiot being assigned to the environment committee  but the people doing environment science, and gathering all this data will not be replaced by an army of idiot Republicans. I think Jong said some neat shit in the other thread about how important the china/us thing was, we are making progress I think.

hell i ain't even that worried about the presidential election in 2016 or any of the rest of them for that matter. i hope a democrat wins and perhaps we can keep this ship running while it makes a course correction. besides all that you god damn fools even if a Republican wins in 2016 do you think we would get the revolution we want if Democrats were in charge? lol.

Nah, we got this. We will ride them like WORMS

Dune (8/9) Movie CLIP - Riding the Sandworm (1984) HD



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General Disconation / to post in here
« on: November 12, 2014, 02:10:41 PM »
well this one is the easiest of all to post in, however beware of casting pearls before swine. you toss these pigs pellets of corn. pearls belong in other places.

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Spamalot / how to post?
« on: November 12, 2014, 02:06:52 PM »
how??????

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Spamalot / Mostly to Jong
« on: November 12, 2014, 11:52:33 AM »
I really enjoyed listening to this again. Was listening to it yesterday and crying but in a good wayish. My bro was really into music, played guitar and sang karaoke with passion (I made fun of him for the latter). I was just thinking if it was me who done did it, or one of my other brothers I know music would be one way he would process it.

fucking retard.


Mm.. Food

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Spamalot / google Winter music
« on: November 11, 2014, 06:25:45 PM »
and got pretty much what I expected

The fox in the snow - Belle and Sebastian

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Spamalot / the title in my GD thread
« on: November 11, 2014, 05:05:14 PM »
Looks like "I'm leaving the board" which is pretty clickbaity if you ask me. It wasn't on purpose.

Fuck I'm trying to write this story I'll actually get paid for and I just wanna play some EverQuest. Oh well

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Spamalot / of all the dumb assholes
« on: November 11, 2014, 02:26:50 PM »
you are currently the dumbest Qubhed. But we love you anyhow assuming you didn't follow through and shoot yourself in the head. If you did btw, you are a dumb asshole and I mean that. Because someone has to clean up that mess and in the case of my brother it was me. Two friends (who both actually played EverQuest, Nishi and Acreal) helped me scrub my brothers brains from the ceiling and walls and I still have a bag of skull chunks because I could not in my grief bear to throw those away. Anyways, I hope you shoot yourself in the head while throwing yourself in a river or something so at least no one has to clean up the mess and even if its not a family member i can tell you its not a job anyone wants to do. inconsiderate fuck

anyways i hope you enjoyed the louis ck skit, because thats you chubby. louis ck isn't a good looking man by any standard, but we love him. god damn ginger bearded, pink human being. he
s not even white, he's pink. he's dumpy, but god damn he's smart and funny and i guarantee you louis ck has turned down more pussy than probably your entire family for the last thirty generations has even seen.

nigga doesn't get some pussy and gets all crazy when he has a weeks vacation. you are a moron

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General Disconation / I'm leaving the board of an anti-racist organization
« on: November 11, 2014, 12:25:18 PM »
It's not that I don't care, I'm just tired. I do believe this next generation is already light years ahead of their predecessors but man that belief takes a hit any time I'm in an area with rural whites. I guess as long as we stay out of small towns on the road system people of color should be fine. I to this day pack heat when I'm going anywhere that has an excess of low education white folks.

And its not like I blame them, I understand they are just human. I see a lot of the same ideas and fears among my own. I'm terrible though, I mean I barely like white people. I try and go into every new meeting with an open mind but I am disappointed often enough that I don't even wanna give most folks a chance. I don't want any new friends unless they are hot and female. Fuck even as I say that, no matter how hot they are I can't stand racist white chicks either. Its not even limited to them, "uncle tom's" or I think more accurately the house negroes drive me nuts. my own people who with a straight face place 100% of the blame on us for our situation. I do believe we are the only ones who can get us out of this mess colonialism has left but we aren't the ones making the policy decisions that affect our lives.

anyhow, im done. im more of a separatist in the sense i would rather have separate schools, separate economy, separate everything but co-exist under our own separate systems.

that's not a pipe dream, this is something we can accomplish. it wouldn't be like you think though, white folks would still be welcome in all our communities and go to our schools etc. but these institutions would be based on our worldview, which is most simply described as some kind of collectivist philosophy which is of course, the most correct one.

but in the meantime, not sure i belong in an organization that promotes the healing of racism when I have this attitude. I won't even explain anything to white folks anymore, i just don't give a shit what they think past what they'll kill me for.

what say ye denizens of norrath?

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Spamalot / No post before this one
« on: November 10, 2014, 04:09:08 PM »
Or any after matters more than this one.

I claim it now, and even if you claim any different in other posts it will have been in reaction to this post, not borne of itself as this post is. So sitting haughtily upon my pixel throne I tell ye.

I tell ye nothing you 360 degree cunts. Which, as many of you know means y'all are cunts any which way you look at it.

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Spamalot / Dear Knitting
« on: November 09, 2014, 02:11:30 PM »
Did you get any sleep yet?

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General Disconation / lol ur welcome
« on: November 08, 2014, 03:47:22 PM »
Sounds like this typhoon thats about to hit our western coast is going to shoot all our cold weather to you guys in the lower 48

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General Disconation / South Korea, racist Korea?
« on: November 06, 2014, 10:41:19 AM »
http://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-29929333

also, that video on fb made me lol so hard.


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General Disconation / Election Day article for Alaska
« on: November 04, 2014, 02:50:40 AM »
http://www.alaskacommons.com/2014/11/03/betting-against-house-senate/



If I was a betting man, I would stay away from the senate race in Alaska. Wouldnít much care for my chances either way. You just donít bet against the odds. When I peeked at the numbers for the upcoming senate race it looks as though it is a Republican majority with or without Sullivan.

Over at the Nate Silverís FiveThirtyEight blog (which, if you havenít heard, predicted Obamaís win in 2012 as well as a slew of other predictions in a way that the no other mainstream outfit could match in accuracy), they are calling it for a Senate majority for Republicans, with 74 percent confidence. This is good news for Republicans, and honestly I think it is a good thing for Democrats too. Gridlock might be a good thing while we sort out the mess we are in politically. It doesnít actually matter which side is correct: if either side is as corrupt as everyone claims it is, then the whole country is in trouble regardless of who is in power. I am a Democrat myself, but I would prefer we as Democrats not have to pass legislation scorched-earth style Ė thatís not how anyone should govern.

It doesnít really matter nationally whether Republicans win Alaska, gridlock will be gridlock. Even if Dan Sullivan wins, sure he could do some damage to our state, but mostly because no matter what he says he isnít from Alaska and it shows in his understanding of the issues. If you lose, try again in ten years, Marine Ė Iíll probably even vote for you. But I think my man Mark is going to pull through. Alaska is tough to call, as FiveThirtyEight admits: ďIf thereís a race that keeps us awake at night, itís Alaska.Ē



Mark winning wouldnít even be the end of the world for Republicans. There will be great gnashing of teeth if he does win, but cooler heads should remain so and realize that Alaskaís strategy should not be part of any partyís national strategy. I know I am not alone in despising the sheer amount of advertising because we are part of that plan. My son thinks Obama, Sullivan, and Begich are all bad guys because there is no good advertising, or so little it doesnít register in the partisan bleating.

Mark is a fine senator, and with him we have one Senator each in both major parties, both moderate, and both accessible.

On the House side, Don Young is the most senior Republican in the House. I really love Forrest Dunbar and I agonized over this, but I wonít be supporting him over Young. I wonít be heartbroken if you win, Forrest, and I wish you the best of luck, but Iím still going with Young. The man has so much seniority he doesnít need to chair any committees, recognize. When he isnít showing his ass to God and country, Don Young is a formidable congressman. But I wonít discount how unpopular his suicide comment made him. I know two grown men who he made indirectly cry with that comment and, being one of them, I tell you I donít much care for crying about this subject any more than I already do.

Begichís real power comes from his incredible ground game in Alaska, particularly in rural communities. I know so many amazing young Alaska Native leaders out there going door to door every day, and I think that is what is going to push him over the top.

Interestingly enough, the same vote might spell doom for the pot initiative. Countless Native organizations have come out against it. In my experience, Natives are generally very conservative. Most of my entire family and most everyone I know you would think vote Republican (and many do). We are pretty much the Eskimo version of mom and apple pie. Except its mom, gram and your whole family and agutaq. We go to church every Sunday and pray before every meal. We have one of the highest percentage of people who serve in the military anywhere in the country and we vote overwhelmingly for Democrats. So while this is good news for Begich, I question how this is going to affect the pot initiative. The possible counter to that would be the young rural turnout ó which helps the pot initiative, but I think might be a wash for Democrats.

No matter how this all turns out I will be pretty nonplussed (take that English). No matter what happens you should also relax. Gridlock can be a good thing, and yes perhaps the country will become worse off, and yes many people will be hurt in the turmoil. But we will still be America, so weíll probably still be doing pretty good.



The Republicans will inherit an improving economy, and their first target will be Obamacare. But they probably canít hurt it too much.

They certainly arenít going to get rid of it no matter how they bluster. Maybe, with enough wisdom, they can fine tune it. I would prefer single-payer for everyone using a Nuka-style system like Southcentral Foundation has, but perhaps we should see how Obamacare plays out. Barry is a smart dude. Itís really not a bad plan if you think about it, it manages to provide many of the benefits of single payer and retain some of the value of the insurance model. So yeah, gridlock is fine for now, and in four years I will vote for Lisa and Don.

If youíre still reading this, maybe you might be one of the ones I want to stay in Alaska. If oil dropped to $15  a barrel tomorrow we would find out in short order who the real Alaskans were. We have economic tourists, and while they may be American, they might not be Alaskan. Iím not pointing this out to be xenophobic, I donít mind too much. A good job is a good job. After all, the reason my wife and I moved back to Alaska was for a better job for her and opportunity for me.

It wasnít a hard sell: I was born in Bethel and raised mostly in Nome before spending my adolescence in Palmer. I thought I wanted to leave when I was younger but as it turns out, this is my home. As a friend once said: I will die here. My bones will be laid to rest alongside my family interred in the tundra. I care greatly about what happens here, but my view is so long I have a hard time getting too worried about this short term stuff. The vision at the place I work is ďProgress for the next 10,000 years,Ē and while I am lately becoming suspicious of progress, I find the timeline useful for putting things into context.

So Iím not too worried about this election any which way it goes, but thatís only because I donít think it could get much worse Ė and even if it does, it seems that may be necessary. What does Alaska do? Well, first of all perhaps we need to define who is Alaskan: if you wonít be here when the oil and gas runs out, then you are a tourist. We love tourists in Alaska, but we have a special kind of relationship. We might bitch about our winters, but we wouldnít have it any other way. The tourists arenít all bad either. For instance, Big Oil does do a lot of good when they arenít exploiting Parnellís unapologetically pro-oil agenda. Not only is the work they do crucial to the success of our economy, they also contribute to many great organizations around the state.

We should always recognize relationships for what they are, something thatís lost on Sean Parnell. Big Oil is a big tourist. Palin always calls them like she sees them, her vision ainít always so good but she pegged Parnell for what he is. Our relationship with oil is a partnership, but oil always has to be the one who loves more. Just for the record, Alaskans can and do work within the oil companies, but donít think for one minute Alaska is a charity case. That job is not a favor. They are not here to do us a solid.

Weíve got some internal stuff to work out, and I aim to stir that hornets nest if anyone cares to listen. In the meantime, one of the things we can do is stop playing their game. We have a lot going on in our country right now, and for better or worse we are stuck in it together. A lot of people look to Alaska, and for good reason. We are a leader in many ways, and even without the tourists (economic and otherwise) we are a weird lot. Maybe even weird enough to actually make change in our political system.

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General Disconation / A note on leadership
« on: November 02, 2014, 02:04:22 PM »
I had a hard time sleeping in Cali, I was exhausted and after two weeks of working with some amazing people it was my brothers birthday. I'm still feeling plagued by darkness like this event let all the others in who had been clamorimg at the gate. I wrote a note and thought I would share, I'm sure you'll see some themes of mine, and I assure you that the God I believe in is greater and more terrible than any imagined before except mine is real, and we are all part of her.

And on dark days I even resent my own people at having to be a leader when all I want is to raise my kids to be good men. I want to sweep dusty wooden floors and live far away from the evils of men and dwell where God intended, among the birds and the beasts. We build, and create and move because while God never intended for men to wonder, we do.

And I tell you that I do not shoulder this weight gladly. Nor will I pretend to enjoy it in order to appease romantic idols. I do not enjoy this, and I groan under the unfairness of it. I shoulder the weight, glance among my peers and we move. We quietly labor while knives dart from eyes and tongues lash about us. Men do not know how much they can endure until they can endure it no longer. The path of leadership is littered with the corpses of dreams and ambitions. Those who are left make the terrible decisions left to us by our ancestors, we twist and turn like dancers following paths only visible to us. The dried out husks of men visible on the horizon, those who dared to forge new trails only to die alone in barren lands.

Our only nourishment is the advancement of our people, but I ask you how do you measure this? Direction is meaningless when you have no destination. Is our labor for naught?

Perhaps the island we seek is nothing but a dream. But men's dreams can be snatched from the ether. We build our island on the corpses of men, great heaps of bone. Tending to our stony hearts hardened by trespass after trespass we scratch about tilling infertile ground. You think to ignore the mandate of God? Better to shatter yourself willingly than to run aground of her will.

This tower of Babylon, this ziggurat composed of will. A tiny sliver of light superimposed upon the monolith God set before us. Daring to be a leader of men, composing a wheelhouse within which to build a handle and attach it to that great rudder that moves us inexorably forward.

We are all the wretched of the earth, even those who lock themselves in great houses of glass and steel realize too late what they fear most lies within themselves. They have not locked out death, rather they have locked him in. Him having entered with the sperm into the egg, scrawling instructions then lying dormant until his time grows near. They realize it too late, the fear is palpable but why fear the embrace of your father?

We are born again and again, the only memory we retain is institutional. Hordes of howling magnificent monkeys, even to be the greatest of these is hardly a feat.

Every laugh is in the face of death, every laugh is in the face of death. A hearty bellow on a dark day.



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Spamalot / all music is pleasing to the Gods
« on: October 11, 2014, 12:49:10 PM »
but the kind that gets the pussy juice flowing is the most sacred:

SchoolBoy Q - Studio (Explicit) ft. BJ The Chicago Kid

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General Disconation / San Francisco 18th-1st
« on: October 10, 2014, 12:55:17 PM »
Gonna be at Stanford again, coming back as an advisor for the Alaskan cohort of the First Nations Program there. As an advisor I'll have a little more free time, but not much. I also don't drink currently and due to my perceived mental health state I will likely not be drinking anytime soon, but I am down to hang out, and if for some reason I am drinking then I should at the very least be an interesting post.

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